Take what you want, steal my pride

Alice | 16 | Paris

I don’t always understand myself. I am who I am, yet I still don’t really know me. I’m still trying to figure this whole thing out. I think about things that others don’t take the time to think about. I have my own beliefs and morals. You won’t understand my way of life, but I mean, I wouldn’t expect anyone to. I can walk for hours, without knowing where I am going. I laugh at a joke even if I don’t know what the hell it means. I often catch myself smiling for no reason at all. I talk to the TV knowing that if it could answer, it would say “SHUT UP”. I get fascinated of every little damn thing. I remember the exact price and store I bought a top from but forget where I put the remote in mere seconds. I find at least one good quality in everyone when everyone else is looking for mistakes. I’ll laugh at my own jokes, trip on my own feet, and find beauty in everything. I will also cry… but never will I cry because of those who don’t deserve my tears, never. I’m the one girl who has been hurt and is over it, but never can forget enough to not be afraid anymore. I’m that one girl with the tiny voice and loud laugh. I’m insecure and I constantly need to be reassured that things will be okay. Sometimes I feel like I’m falling apart. I’ve taken many falls, but stood up every time. I’m that one girl who hopes for a better day. I’m a hard person to get to know, because most of the people think they know me after they figure out the first layer and never realize there is anything else to see, much less that there’s walls to break down. Sad part is, I think the more I try not to be like that, the worse it gets. I’m stubborn, impatient and selfish. I make mistakes, and I can get out of control and at times be too hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure don’t deserve me at my best.

I’m that one girl that’s unlike the rest.

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